December 2010
3 posts
September 2010
1 post
take these words from my head, please spin this chaos into release
these substances simply close up the pores
locking me into this state feels like implosion
as if the stars from the sky decide to fill my eyes upon every rising
June 2010
5 posts
a man once scooped me up
took me in his hand and filled up my heart
a thousand times and more he gave me strength
he is no deity, no illusion
he is flesh and bone, strength in mind and body
genuinity
rethink
my head in the clouds with you, maybe getting lost in those eyes isn’t so bad. its a safe haven - but where do I go when my eyes aren’t so lucky.
Never forget that no one is invincible, you must work to live well. Everyone grows in the direction of the sun, choose the sun you strive to follow in life and grow in that direction. Anyone is capable of turning their life around.
...
May 2010
2 posts
Sometimes, I look outside, and I think that a lot of other people have seen this snow before. Just like I think that a lot of other people have read those books before. And listened to those songs. I wonder how they feel tonight.
March 2010
4 posts
ooooo baby
that smile, those kisses; make everything alright
in the summer you know, we’ll sneak some out under starlight
oh, I love the way we do
spring
through the grass dew on my sneaks
sun it shines right through the peaks
the morning chill it gets my bones
feels so good walking away from home
its that cooped up thought inside your head
like whats the hell better than being dead
whats out there for me anyway
you’d feel crazy for sayin things that way
its the move of the water and the sound in your ears
its the crack in the...
the way you do
it was late march the smell of spring sneaking its way in
driving a ways away, to and from the ocean
sound of the semi trucks driving by
look to the side catch a glimpse of your eye
reading stories to you in the way that i do
simply nothing in the world can fill me like you
the scent of your neck and the touch of your hands
this all comes so easy for me to understand
the curl of your hair,...
grateful
these feathers I groom, they are not my own
these feathers lift me up to the greatest heights
these wings flew down from heaven
someone who could set me free
these feathers I will groom them, care for them, protect them
they shelter me from all fear and harm
these feathers that wrap ‘round me tight
belong to my safety, my home
i will mend these wings if they are hurt
i will shed a...
February 2010
1 post
“Look no farther, it’s in our hands.”
– björk
December 2009
6 posts
I like it raw
There is nothing better than life in raw
Your face in the mirror after a night of drinking, that comfy sweater that’s been in your drawer forever, the cigarette you smoke around the corner so no one sees, the way you prefer to eat food but don’t because you feel its impolite, the way you dance when no one is looking
Do it
If they turn away, they don’t need to be there to...
If I could...
I would reblog you every morning, afternoon and evening
“It seems as if what is most important
Isn’t noticed when forgotten”
– The Devil Wears Prada
“Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings.”
– Salvador Dali <3
story
Toes touch the water
I want to dive in
Just a little deeper, everytime
My heart beats faster
Eyes closed, drawn close
My hands they read you
This book I cannot put down
November 2009
3 posts
the adventure
a let down, a break down, when you can’t take it, when you can’t breathe, when you can’t eat and you can’t sleep, when the sky is grey and so is your aura, when the headlights are coming but you don’t want to move
there is something out there, a beast or a beauty, something youve brushed past once or twice without realizing, you’ve breathed the same air, danced...
you
lift me up lift me up higher than i’ve ever been it’s foreign it’s new but i could live in this country for years
40 mg and I’m ready to fly
October 2009
3 posts
amind amaze
The mind is a wonderful place to explore. Its facinating what it takes to focus. Once you’re in that zone its amazing the routes you can take and the journeys your mind can go on. Once you begin to understand there is so far you can take it.
(Love) is blind?
They say love is blind but love I think you’re just blind
Don’t say I’m crazy cause dear, I’m in my right mind
october
toes cold, sneakers on the sidewalk the AM fog lifting another new day frost scraped from the windows of cars morning life is not as beautiful with a full mind and a destination
September 2009
5 posts
bigger fish in the sea
he took me down to the water
he turned me on my head
he spilt out the being inside
scooping it into a jar he said no words
the sunset’s reflection on the water burning my empty eyes
you have taken everything out of me, found my deepest secrets in the sand
gave me nothing in return, but yet you still come back for more
happy birthday
senseless, i am
these years haven’t proven a thing to me
i hate society
so drink away this deadened birthday
i hope you find me on the sidewalk
into the bottle i jump, out the window i jump
whats it matter
turnstile
i’ve got to pick my sorry self out of this puddle though i don’t want to
how i’d rather be face down in the struggle for air
so at least i had an explanation for this suffocation
We fear change
I want to hold onto this rope until it makes me bleed, just because it is the rope I know. Just because I know most threads that it took to braid this rope and how much weight it can hold, I will insist on holding on because I do not want to take the time and effort to braid one anew.
Sometimes you need to let go before you get burned.
a picture says a thousand words, a moment says...
if i could only taste it if i could only see it i would breathe and believe it if i had a thousand words if it were just a photo would i still feel so unsure?
August 2009
4 posts
beginning the unfinished
through the summer heat in the autumn air with the windows rolled down and the wind in our hair through the coldest of nights dreaming the sweetest of dreams loving and laughing the best of extremes
thinking of you
so today as i dressed myself and looked in the mirror with these days flying by its your face that i see clearer though my reflection shows a face that is so hard to read i know one thing about me and my best friend is all i need so i brought myself to realize a couple things that guide me its the you and the me that make up the things inside me so when it comes down to the wire and i feel im all...
perfection
so what are you going to do when you know the sun will set every night?
its that darkness that reminds you that nothings alright
and in those moments you brush the bottom with your toes
that sinking feeling that everyone knows
but those moments are the ones you fear and love at the same time
those moments are the ones where you set your goals and plan to get it together
you feel so ready,...
July 2009
6 posts
What is life?
What is life?
What is knowledge?
Well there is the endless struggle, the always searching but never finding, the always thinking but never knowing, the constant presence of the unknown at your back, the thoughts of tomorrow though you’re living today, the unexplainable sorrow that hits you throughout the day, the feeling that you’ve been here before, the feeling that you know better,...
We know no one and we are not alone
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and though i’ve never felt so full, i’ve never felt so empty. i am the ice upon which you walk, i am the flame you want to touch but know it will burn you. i am the edge of the cliff that breaks off under your feet, i am the shallow water you jump into when you thought it was deep. i am the last step on the stairs you thought was there, i cause the grey streaks that start to show...
June 2009
1 post
my scabs don't like when I pick them
My scabs don’t like when I pick them. I can definitely tell. I mean I still do it anyway, but I really can almost feel them screaming at me to stop it and leave them alone. It’s just so fun to test the limits. I feel like I’m talking about harrassing my sister. I guess it’s one in the same.
So congrats to me for finally cleaning my room. I can see my floor, I...
May 2009
8 posts
Time is a Test
Where is your game? Everyone has one, everyone knows it. Testing is made possible thanks to society and it’s flaws. They’re everywhere, they’re obvious, it’s so easy to settle for less when you haven’t learned how to weed out the bad ones. I’ve learned, I’ve lived, and at one point in the past year I have seen what I’ve needed to see to know...
and tired & t1r3d of reality.
I’ll take this to bed with me, these thoughts that I cannot speak, cause these words I’ve been sayin’, I cannot feel; and this mess makes me lose sight of what’s real
When I’m lost in the game, nothing’s ever the same, always checking behind me, never knowing who will find me, never knowing who is real, never knowing who is fake, setting my trust in a stone...
I'm gonna say what I want
And I don’t know what’s wrong and I know what’s right, but I know that there is more behind who you think of at night.
